Jana Duggar was always the bridesmaid, but she was ready to be the bride.
The eldest daughter of Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar’s 19 children officially tied the knot with Stephen Wissmann Aug. 15, and she reflected on watching 11 of her siblings—ten of them younger—walk down the aisle before her.
“By far, I am the oldest,” Jana, 34, admitted to People in an interview published Aug. 15. “So it has been disheartening at times. I’m just like, ‘What is it? Is it me? Do I have a problem?’ I know I’ve prayed for this for years and years and definitely been like, ‘What’s the matter? Why can’t I just…’ All of my siblings, most of them have been married in their early 20s.”
The 19 Kids and Counting alum noted that it was hard, at times, to maintain a positive outlook on finding her person.
“I’ve tried to look at the positive, yet you long for that person, that someone that you can spend life with,” she added. “It has been hard, but it has been good and God’s taught me a lot through it all.”