At the start of John Straley’s Big Breath In, 68-year-old Delphine is staying in a Seattle hotel across the street from the hospital where she is being treated for Stage 4 cancer. The marine biologist is far from everything she loves: her home in Sitka, Alaska; her son and grandson in California; and the whales she has spent a lifetime studying. She is lonely and frustrated, feeling “she had so much more work to do, more photographs to take, more data to go through, more students to foster toward their own research. She couldn’t stand ruminating about her illness.” After all, “what she loved about her life was the sensation that discovery is an unending relay race of research.”
Suddenly, however, Delphine finds herself in a very different kind of relay race. Her late husband, John, was a private investigator, and when one of his former colleagues asks Delphine to do some investigative work, she quickly becomes embroiled in a case involving an illicit infant adoption ring. Despite the danger and her exhaustion, Delphine feels alive again: “This was the opposite of dying and she drank it in.”
Straley has written 13 previous crime novels, but, as he explains in his moving acknowledgements, Big Breath In is inspired by his wife, a marine biologist who has had Parkinson’s disease for 20 years. He created Delphine in her honor, and she is a memorable, whip-smart fireball of a character—a “sickly, thin and bald” woman who carries a stun gun and doesn’t hesitate to jump on a 530-pound Sportster motorcycle that another dying cancer patient bequeaths to her.
Equally wonderful are Straley’s descriptions of whale behavior, which parallel the novel’s action throughout. Just as sperm whales “seem to foster a type of matriarchy” to care for their young, Delphine enlists the help of a group of women, including the motorcycle owner’s grieving widow and a lesbian biker gang, to hunt for the endangered babies. Despite the gruesome, gritty nature of the things Delphine sees and the characters she meets in her quest for justice, Straley’s prose shines with delightful images: “What the boys saw could have been a gathering of tribal huntresses from all the savannas of the world. In the middle of this herd sat Delphine on the Sportster.”
While this is a book about coping with serious illness and dying, it’s also about living, appreciating every moment to its fullest. Big Breath In is a nonstop, high-octane crime novel featuring an unforgettable heroine with a whale-size heart.